Trying To Understand Myself Through Fragmented Memories Of My Childhood

 

Photographer Shaun Pierson is the Edge of Humanity Magazine contributor of this photo essay.  From the project ‘Alvine Road’ To see Shaun’s body of work, click on any image.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I remember laying my head in my grandfather’s lap after he had pulled a splinter out of my heel. I remember tracing my mother’s back with race cars after making her cry, guiltily attempting to console her. I remember the many beginnings and ends of relationships, both personal and peripheral, of people drifting in and out of my life. Some returned and some I never saw again. More than anything, however, I remember a childhood fraught with violence, beauty, and intimacy, a period in which the concept of time proved irrelevant and the smallest moments seemed to last forever.

By interspersing dramatic environmental portraiture with its classic twin, my work looks at the individual in relation  with their surroundings and questions the impact that these seemingly innocuous upbringings have on youth as they progress into adulthood. How large of an impact does learned behavior have on who we become? How much control do we have over our lives and what is already programmed into us?

Drawing from fragmented pieces of my own memory, as well as imagined scenarios, these photographs explore the tumultuous nature of childhood and fulfill a nostalgic yearning for a time long past. Through this work, I revisit the half-remembered memories from my childhood in an attempt to further understand myself, resulting in images that touch on subtopics such as childhood trauma, adolescent intimacy, and the disintegration of relationships.

 

 

 

 

 

All images and text © Shaun Pierson

 

 

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Gallery of Photographs

By Shaun Pierson

 

 

 

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