Photographer Miki Hasegawa is the Edge of Humanity Magazine contributor of this documentary photography.  From the project ‘Internal Notebook’To see Miki’s body of work, click on any image.




In March 2016, the Japanese Academy of Pediatrics announced that they estimated 350 children across the country died due to abuse. According to the Ministry of Health, Education, and Welfare’s tally, roughly 90 children per year die due to abuse, including forced double suicide. So 260 children’s deaths are being overlooked.



This girl, who experienced violence and abusive speech in the home from the age of 3, is suffering hearing loss as an aftereffect.

This boy’s younger brother was killed by their father when he was five, and he continued to suffer physical abuse after that.

When this girl was in the second grade, she was left to live alone with only a 10000-Yen note, with no water or electricity supply, and she personally requested help from Child Services.



Those women and men who I met told me “I wasn’t left with any large, visible scars or bruises. The physical violence and abusive language I experienced for many years, the mental control, the sexual abuse, the negation of my individuality, and the neglect, aren’t visible, but they leave major scars which don’t go away. It’s hard to take, but other people can’t see this pain.”

They suffer depression, self-harm, dissociation, panic attacks, PTSD, and other ailments, but one cannot see these injuries unless one actively looks for them.



They have written in notebooks about their hard-to-understand emotional pain.

The “Internal Notebook” is a notebook of the emotional cries of children raised in abusive homes. I have taken portraits of them, along with the diaries and notebooks they have kept. I have also tried to show what their parents were like by interweaving their childhood photographs and important possessions. It seemed to me that their parents were no different from the rest of us in thinking that we were normal parents.

The people in this book do not only feel hatred and resentment toward their parents.

There are those who feel anger at themselves, unchangeable sadness, and even question whether they must forgive their parents as they desperately keep themselves alive.

So we can see that the ones who tormented them were not just their parents but other adults in society as well.






All images and text © Miki Hasegawa



See also:

The Path Of Million Pens

By Miki Hasegawa





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